RECTOVERSO!

dulu gue nggak ngerti, baca bukunya Dewi Lestari yang Recto Verso. apa sih ini kata - katanya susah banget. dan gue pun nggak ngerti dengan lagunya dia yang 'Malaikat Juga Tahu'... ternyata oh ternyata

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga
Bahagiamu bahagiaku juga
Berbagi takdir kita selalu
Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku
Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata
Setia hadir setiap hari
Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri
Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam
Oleh pacar impian
Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna
Tapi siap untuk diuji
Kupercaya diri
Cintaku yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani
Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti
Relakan ku pergi
Karna tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat
Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu Aku kan jadi juaranya

dan lo harus banget liat trailernya yang akan ada di bioskop tanggal 14 Februari!!!! huhu can't wait

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cheer up, dee!

'Smile though your heart is aching 
Smile even though it's breaking 
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by 
If you smile through your fear and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through for you' - Smile, Nat King Cole


'Don't you worry 
Don't you worry child
see heaven's got a plan for you' - Don't you worry, Swedish House Mafia

and thankyou Fristine Ameylia, Jasmine Alifa, Philareta for cheering me up. I love you to the moon and back. hope I can through this. 

I believe that time does heal, and God will never let me down. Amen

bises,

D

sans titre

letting go doesn't mean that you're giving up

it's about accepting

that there are things that cannot be

if i were a boy

If I were a boy even just for a dayI'd roll out of bed in the morningAnd throw on what I wantedAnd go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girlsI'd kick it with who I wantedAnd I'd never get confronted for it'Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boyI think I could understandHow it feels to love a girlI swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'Cause I know how it hurtsWhen you lose the one you wanted'Cause he's taking you for grantedAnd everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boyI would turn off my phoneTell everyone it's brokenSo they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself firstAnd make the rules as I go'Cause I know that she'd be faithfulWaiting for me to come home, to come home
If I were a boyI think I could understandHow it feels to love a girlI swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'Cause I know how it hurtsWhen you lose the one you wanted'Cause he's taking you for grantedAnd everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come backSay it's just a mistakeThink I'd forgive you like thatIf you thought I would wait for youYou thought wrong
But you're just a boyYou don't understandAnd you don't understand, ohHow it feels to love a girlSomeday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to herYou don't care how it hurtsUntil you lose the one you wanted'Cause you're taking her for grantedAnd everything you had got destroyed

winter.

I love the smell of hot black coffee in a cold winter morning

I love to walk around the city with a pretty winter coat

I love to wear my pretty boots even though my fingers got hurt

I love to see many couples holding their hands to warm up each other

I love to see how gloomy the weather is

and I love to take some pictures in a cold weather 

I don't care how cold

I don't care about how busy I will be when I have to take off my clothes

I don't care about my dry skin or my dry lips

I don't care if rain is falling

and I don't care if I'm hungry all the time

I will enjoy my cup of hot coffee in a winter morning

I will enjoy to wear those beautiful winter clothes

I will enjoy every rain that dropped

I will enjoy ridding carrousel in a cold winter night

and I will smile and giggles every time I see something great

soon, I want to enjoy my cold winter night with you

soon, I will share my morning coffee with you

soon, I will walk around the city with you and with my pretty winter clothes

soon, I will hold your hand in a winter afternoon

soon, I will share my profiteroles with you

and from yesterday, to forever, I will pray to God and be thankful for having you 

I hope, I will feel my 'winter' soon

and please God... I'm begging!

bises,

D

2012 memories and welcoming 2013

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 FELLAS!

I hope for health for all of us, happiness, joy, new spirit, and kindness.

I hope that 2013 will full of many concerts especially Coldplay, 

we can fulfill our dreams and our goals,

I can study overseas, and visit my friends around there,

and the most important thing is playing capsa with them :)

pray for mommy's health, and for papa's job, and for Sabrina's education,

aaaand speak French fluently. 

well, thank you God for a wonderful 2012. I feel so blessed during this year... and I believe that things happen because of Your intervention. Let me start memorizing what happened from January to December. 

January -- United Kingdom! makrab GBSC, SIMPLE PLAN!

February -- I guess nothing special happened in this month :|

March -- fckin tryouts! and got a lot things to do with school

April -- papa's birthday, national examination HUH HAH

May -- Dufan with my girls, Puncak with my ex classmates, graduation, prom, hotel kristal, Fristine and  HenHes's bday, Balikpapan

June -- extreme haircut hhahah :p Sabrina's bday

July -- 2nd of July [Stanislaus Goklas Partogi Tumanggor], Dewa and Bhima's bday, Gitta's farewell.

August -- MY BIRTHDAY!!!! surprises, gifts, anniversary with boyf - BEST MONTH OF THE YEAR

September -- Ella's farewell, Kezia's departure.

October -- Institute Français d'Indonesié, MAROON5! 

November -- Pandora, reuni akbar Gonzaga, COLDPLAY live in concert movie, DELF A1, OWL CITY!

December -- Gok's birthday surprise at Bandung, farewell with A1, Eveline and Giri's farewell, A1's diploma, christmas and new year celebrations. 

and last but not least, be more understand to my super busy anpanman :p

will always be his favorite ponyo,

solve problems wisely,

less ngambeks,

go to ..... soon!!!!!!

for those who believe, please shout AMEN!

thank you 2012, and welcome 2013! I'm gonna make it awesome