Jumat, 22 Maret 2013

22:21 thoughts..

its 10pm, and I can't sleep. I'm wide awake.
looking at those doc marten's boots. want it. so bad.
Hands on Deck - Waking Ashland is playing on my laptop over and over again. 
hmm. what is he doing?
does he miss me? does he think of me?
i don't think so. stupid me. 
can you just stop thinking of him, dee?

and now, Copeland - Chin up is playing. 
'you break your neck to keep your chin up."
u really have to do that, dee.
chin up. get up. live your life. pick it up. 
shit. 

pray, and everything will be alright. 
expectation is killing me
ARGH. fckin visa documents...
can't get enough of Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran.
yeah give me love, boo. 

'oh these times are hard
yeah they're making us crazy 
don't give up on me baby'
The Script - For The First Time
but u gave up on me
and yeah your friends are making us crazy. dammit. 

fck this situation.
Secondhand Serenade - Awake is very depressing. 
and Secondhand Serenade - Pretend, too. 
'while you have your agenda, a life to persue' 

I'm starting to like this 'ambient' music genre
Sigur Rós - Ara Batur. 
don't cry, dee... don't cry
it's 22:32 now. 10 mins to write this depressing post?
oh please.

good night, folks.
it's just me being depressed. 
being pushed by my own life. 
sad. 
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay. 
bises

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